Saturday, July 21, 2007

I me myself

Its been a couple of weeks since college started. I can slowly feel the pressure mounting day by day. Especially this week was at its peak. But the best part is that I’m enjoying all through this expedition….. I’ve actually lost a couple of kilos too!!! I hogged enormously during the hols and was in good form. But within such a short span of time i’ve lost it all. Hmmm…. This is how tension works, I suppose!!!.

When it comes to work, I always stand head over heels to finish it and not to accumulate things…. Deadlines are rather a motivating factor. For I cannot really pardon myself when I’m not done with the work within the stipulated period of time.This actually puts me under a lot of pressure. I lose my temper and get frustrated when things don’t happen the way I plan…. Practically looking at things, its always better to stay cool and continue working which I guess has no place in my dictionary.

I look around and realize that what ever I do now could hardly be compared to the size of dust in terms of judging against an erudite. But whatever, it just feels heavenly everytime I finish a project work or any presentation for that manner. Slogging to make an end to it is a different issue. But I realize that I slowly and steadily learn a lot during the process. Its just a god given opportunity, and I only wish I open up a lot more and enjoy through it.